
Remote loss of control.
I wrote this at like midnight yesterday and barely edited it, so it’s pretty much stream-of-consciousness. In other words, I don’t really care if it’s “good” or not–but hopefully you get the character and scenario I was going for! After all, there’s someone like this in all of us; I’m just hoping more than ever now we haven’t reached the day when it’ll finally catch up to us.
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Filter Bubble
I
close my blinds, but keep
the TV plugged in—Blu-Ray, DVD, and a whole shelf
of everything else nothing.
I want
eyes wide
to constructed conflicts, fixed
in a box and hours.
Lock the door, click-chunk.
Internet on, just for antisocial media.
I want the
recycled-wrapper packaging of processed pastries
and dried fruit firmly in my mouth.
Rations made with passion, the blurred
line between food and feed toed
in a bottle or bowl.
Enough to last all is just good sense.
I want the end
to this book, this game, this song.
Dominos of closure, set up back
when war was a faint feint
and clean freedom a wistful given.
The ceiling holds
so many speckles, spectacles to study,
and it isn’t chipping yet.
I want the end of
squabbling, coddling, empty group photos
and meaningless memes.
I never had much use
for those streets anyway.
Never walked barefoot in that public grass,
sung from the spire of those tired-brick buildings.
Nothing ventured, everything gained.
I want the end of the
things that want it so bad.
Everyone divides, holds heads high, and then denies
they’ve become what they budded from.
Sometimes I feel
like I’m the only one who knows this
has all happened before,
and then sometimes I feel like an adult.
Now I feel an armchair, a growing glare
from behind tight drapes.
The sirens rise, and I
put on my headphones.
I can feel it in my bones, but every other sense
is senseless.
So out I tune, as I always have,
oblivious to the lunatics’ plan
to make the common keen and call
for undeserved rulers’ fall.
I want the end of the world
to be a surprise.
If I don’t hear it, no-one dies.
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